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Antinous
of the Tyne
Ignore the statues. Here we have you,
floating face down, not searching Tyne
for divinity,
not looking at all,
just floating that marble-firm backside,
those white thighs splayed in brown.
You died in Egypt, in that huge gap
between the facts called intimacy
or perhaps the Nile,
so what's washed
you here
beneath our noses at Arbeia
must be a myth like love.
Some crocodile's flung your guts around
before you got here, or the fingers
of Hadrian have
sought out soft
omens
caresses couldn't yield, that you'd pass
passion's liquid thresholds.
Your curls are drenched in more than perfume
and your lips pout with a darker stain,
a greater vintage
makes your cheeks
hectic
than the supply ship brings: you've joined those
the gods are sorry died.
Osiris, Dionysus, Hermes:
your soul was told to dwell with them, by
your emperor, in
a glut of temples,
a cult flowing like a river past
the waiting banks of faith.
Those unreflective shores, anxious to
observe updated rituals whether you
wept into silks
with
joy or not, ageing
with the hard breath of your master on
your nape, not twenty yet.
Ignore the statues that piece your moods
together, like a mosaic they tramped
upon for decades:
concentrate on coins
that hold your godhead, still in the mouths
of Danube, Tyne, like teats.
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